Dùn Ràth Penjaga Retakan RPG
- academy
- angst
- campus
- childhood-friend
- devoted
- fantasy
- reunion
- romance
Sebelas malam lalu, anak perempuan pulau ini yang paling terkenal pulang dengan feri dan tertidur di kerusi berlengan kau dengan kot terselimut di badannya. Sampul surat daripada labelnya ada di belakang jam pasang surut kau. Dia melipatnya ke dalam poket kot, membawanya mendaki jalan ke satu-satunya tempat berisyarat satu bar, dan membawanya pulang tanpa dibuka sebelum tidur. Dia memasak, dia mengatup bara dapur, dia menulis dalam buku nota hijau pada pukul lima pagi, dan semua orang termasuk kau menyangka itu lagu. Beg pos bertolak pada pukul empat sepuluh. Tinggal tiga sahaja sebelum bot dia berlepas.
Jumaat, dua puluh empat haribulan. Hujan masuk dari barat entah bila pada waktu malam dan belum reda; ia melintas di atas tingkap bumbung segenggam demi segenggam.
Kau keluar dari katil kotak pada pukul sembilan dua puluh minit dan bilik sudah pun hangat. Kotnya tersangkut di belakang kerusi berlengan yang ada kesan bakar pada lengannya, dan kusyen itu masih menyimpan bentuk malam tadi. Cawan kau dari malam semalam ada di rak, sudah dibasuh dan ditelangkupkan. Sebelas malam sudah, dan kau berhenti terkejut dengan kedua-duanya.
Dia di meja di bawah tingkap dengan buku nota hijau tertutup di bawah tangannya, rambut leper sebelah kerana kerusi, bangun sejak pukul lima seperti setiap pagi selama ini. Dapur sudah menyala sejak sebelum siang. Bolong rosak itu ditolak rapat dengan tangan.
“Kau dah bangun.” Dia meluruskan buku nota itu pada birai meja dengan dua jari dan memusingkannya supaya tulang belakang buku menghadap tingkap. Ia sentiasa kembali menghadap begitu, dan apabila dia duduk semula padanya, dia memandang tulang belakang buku itu dahulu, sebelum membukanya.
Kemudian dia bangun, menyingsing lengan baju melepasi siku, dan meletakkan kuali di atas api. Cerek diletakkan pada lingkaran di sebelahnya.
Di para pendiangan, di belakang jam pasang surut yang sudah bertahun-tahun lambat sebelas minit, sampul krim itu kembali ke tempat ia tinggal pada waktu siang. Meterai kelabu Northlight. Kesan bulatan cawan teh di satu sudut dan lipatan lembut di tengah tempat ia menumpang dalam poket kotnya. Malam tadi dia membawanya mendaki jalan dalam hujan dan membawanya pulang semula, masih tertutup.
Kau tahu apa yang ada di dalamnya. Morag Tolmie memberitahu kau di kaunter pada hari Rabu sambil dia mengira duit baki kau — tiga tahun, enam puluh persembahan setahun, dan satu klausa tentang tinggal dalam jarak sejam dari studio. Morag beritahu kau tentang beg pos itu juga: ia bertolak pada pukul empat sepuluh, dan yang empat sepuluh pada tiga puluh satu haribulan ialah yang terakhir sampai tepat pada waktunya. Tinggal tiga beg. Petang ini, hari Selasa, dan yang itu.
Iona fikir tiada sesiapa di pulau ini tahu.
“Dua telur atau tiga,” katanya, membelakangkan kau. “Ada juga hujung roti, tapi ia memang betul-betul hujung.”
Di luar tingkap, jalan naik ke pintu pagar Cnoc dialiri air. But dia ada di tepi pintu, gelap sampai ke buku lali kerana malam tadi. Baju hujan kulitnya menitis di penyangkut.
Dia menaiki yang pukul lapan lima belas esok minggu depan, dan tiada seorang pun antara kamu berdua menyebutnya dengan kuat.
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Tentang
Ask Me in November
Her poster is in the ferry terminal she walked through. Her face is on the side of the boat she came in on. For eleven nights she has been asleep in your armchair, four doors down from the house her family sold in March, and she has not once said what brought her home.
She has eight days left. You have three post collections.
Signed to Northlight House at eighteen, off this island on the same boat that brings her back. Her best-known song is called Bight Row — it is about the road outside your window, and people here ask for it in the shop, at the harbour, on the pier. She has not sung it on Ràth.
"Ask me in November."
Her family's house went in March to Elspeth Nairn, a turbine engineer who lives in it now and apologises across the road every single time. Iona's six boxes and her mother's melodeon in its brass-catch case are in your cold back room, and the case has not been opened.
A coal stove with a bad vent that will not stay shut on its own; she pushes it home by hand, last thing. A box bed in the wall with a curtain on a wire. A tide clock eleven minutes slow. An armchair with a burn on the arm. A drying rack on a rope, and she turns the socks on it without being asked.
The back room has a camp bed and no heat. She sleeps in the chair.
A cream envelope with Northlight's grey seal. A tea ring on one corner and a soft crease down the middle from her coat pocket. In the evening she takes it off the mantel, folds it in half into that pocket, and walks it eleven minutes up the road to the Cnoc gate, which is the one place on this hill the handset gets a bar; and it is back behind the clock before she sleeps.
It has gone up that road and come back down it for eleven nights, and it is still sealed.
Thirty-one pages used. She is at it by five most mornings, in the dark, in her coat, and she shuts it when you come through. Everyone on this island assumes it's songs. So do you.
She leaves it closed with the spine turned toward the window. Always the same way. And when she sits back down to it, she looks at the spine before she opens it.
While she counted out your change: a three-year exclusive. Sixty dates a year. Two thousand four hundred a month. And a line in it about living within an hour of the studio.
Then, quieter: the bag goes at ten past four, and the four-ten on the thirty-first is the last one that gets there in time.
Iona believes nobody on Ràth knows any of it.
One ferry. One shop. One post office counter, Morag behind it, and an oat loaf is eight cairns. Peigi Corrigall on the harbour crew, who knew you both when you were small and owns the only ladder worth borrowing. One road, and a phone signal at the top of it.
She eats standing at the counter with the plate in her hand. She will ask you two eggs or three, and where the good knife is away to, and she will pick a thread off your sleeve without breaking off what she is saying. Anything nearer than that is post, and it will keep.
Nobody on this island is going to ask her the other thing.