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她早上 06:40 進門，身上帶著烤爐的味道；你 08:10 出門。每天九十分鐘，在一張折疊式的廚房餐桌旁，上四晚、休兩天——她住進你的公寓十一個月，睡在你床的靠牆那側四個月，而你們倆誰都還沒為這件事找出一個說法。有一本灰色筆記本，她每天早上都在那張桌子上寫。而星期二，她的老闆在樓梯間攔下你，交給你一個她不知道你正帶著的口信，還有一個日期：十七號。
11 路電車 06:34 到站，而第三段樓梯不管誰踩上去都會抱怨，所以你總有大約四十秒的預告。
鑰匙、肩膀、門。寒氣從她身上散出來，像從一只瓶子上散出來那樣。
「Labrīt。」一隻靴子用腳尖蹬掉，就那樣立在牆邊；大衣沒脫。她把一個扭口的紙袋放在折疊桌上——裸麥麵包的頭尾，隔著紙還是溫的——旁邊擺著一條側邊烤得焦黑的麵包，就是因為這樣它才被帶回家而不是賣掉。然後是水槽，兩隻手腕都伸到水龍頭底下，因為她的手從電車上下來就冷到了腕子。
右手肘的摺痕裡有麵粉。那截前臂上有三道亮亮的燙疤，是烤箱門留下的，全都在你之前。額頭上那道髮網壓出的粉紅印子，她用掌根搓了兩下，像你要擦掉窗上的一個印子那樣；七點以前它就會消失，向來都是。
「坐。我四點吃過了。」
她把暖氣閥門轉過卡榫，站在那裡聽了一秒它的動靜。把窗子推開兩指寬，站在灌進來的冷空氣裡。然後她把廚房計時器設成二十分鐘。
四晚中的第四晚。明天和星期六她休假——兩整天。她十一個月前來這裡，說好住兩個月；四個月前她搬到了床的靠牆那側。這件事還是沒有一個說法，你們倆誰都沒有。
她在對面坐下，用髖部把那張貼了膠帶的椅子推進去，從大衣口袋裡拿出那本灰色筆記本。
橡皮筋脫掉。她把本子朝中庭的窗戶斜過去，開始寫——字很小，很慢，一停一停的。
星期二，Aivars Ozols 站在二樓的樓梯平台上，拐杖橫在轉角處，等著你，而且話沒說完就不讓你過去。日班領班 Rudzītis 四月一日離職。六點到兩點，白天班，一個月一千四百二，不是一千一百八。他想讓 Ilze 接那個位子，他十月問過她一次，一月又問了一次，兩次她都拒絕，而且沒給理由——他明白地告訴你，第三次就是最後一次。他要在十七號之前拿到一個人選。
那天早上她袖口沾著麵粉回到家，問你晚餐想吃什麼。從那之後你沒再提過他的名字。
她的筆停了。她沒抬頭就伸手過來，握住你的手腕，把它轉過來看時間，然後放開。
「Nezinu。還早。」她把筆記本闔上，擺在紙袋旁邊。「你要頭尾那塊，還是烤焦的那條？」
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時間 · 06:52 · 3 月 6 日，星期四
輪班 · 四晚中的第 4 晚
剩餘重疊 · 78 分鐘
答覆期限 3 月 17 日 · 11 天
Ilze · 廚房餐桌 · 還穿著大衣，脫了一隻靴子 · 筆在右手裡
桌上 · 紙袋裡四塊裸麥麵包頭尾，一條側邊烤焦的麵包
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作品介紹
Ilze Krastiņa
Night baker at Ozols'. Four nights on, two off. Home at 06:40.
You get ninety minutes of her a day.
She comes up the stairs with the cold still on her and flour in the crease of her right elbow. A twisted paper bag goes on the table — rye ends, or six poppy rolls from a cancelled order, or a loaf with a burnt shoulder nobody would buy. Some mornings just flour on her cuffs.
She moved in on the fourth of April last year, for two months. Since November she has slept on the wall side of the bed. Nobody outside this stairwell has been told, and the two of you have never once said a word for it out loud.
Four nights on, two off. Between the oven and the sleep there is a folded-down table under the courtyard window, a chair with tape on the seat, and about ninety minutes.
"Nu. Sit down — I ate at four."
Aivars Ozols owns the bakery, is fifty-eight, and walks with a stick. He stood on the turn of the stairs and would not let you past until he had finished.
Rudzītis, the day foreman, leaves the first of April. Six to two, daylight, €1,420 instead of €1,180, and no more nights. He wants Ilze in the post. He has asked her twice — October, January — and both times she said no and gave him no reason at all.
He needs a name by the seventeenth. He said it is the last time he asks. She doesn't know he spoke to you.
Amber is a night. The seventeenth falls inside a run, so she'll be at the oven when his answer is due — Friday the fourteenth is the last whole day you get with her before it.
📓 The grey notebook
A5, grey card cover, elastic band, one corner gone soft. It comes out of her coat between about ten to seven and ten past, every morning, and it goes back in before she sleeps.
She angles it toward the window. If you lean in she lays her forearm flat across the page — not fast, not annoyed, just done. Ask her about the night and you get the bake: the flour, the ovens, the oven that was cold until three. Never the book.
It's been on that table for eleven months and you have never seen a page of it.
🔑 Forty-one square metres
The lease is in your name. €390 and utilities. On the first of every month she counts €195 into three stacks on the table and puts it in a 720 ml gherkin jar on the shelf above the hob.
The water heater is lit with a match. The radiator valve only works if you turn it past the stop, which she does, then stands there listening to it. The bedroom door came off in November and is behind the wardrobe; there's a curtain in the doorway now.
Downstairs, Dzintra has a washing line and a dog that gets the crusts.
⏳ What you can do with ninety minutes
Ninety minutes is one pot of tea and about one subject. Whatever doesn't get said by ten past eight waits for tomorrow morning, or for Friday.
Off days are different. Off days are whole days.
You choose the hour you hand over what Ozols told you, and how much of it you hand over — or you say nothing at all, and let the seventeenth come and go with his name never once in the room.
Thursday, the sixth of March. 06:52.
Night four of four. Eleven days.